Though I have said it time and time again…I rarely follow my own advice. My day would start off dramatically better, if I set my clothes out the night before. And not just set them out; try that shit on! It is not how I WANT it to look and how it actually does. Every fucking morning it is the same melt down.
The shower makes me hot, the house is hot, blow-drying my hair makes me hot. I try on clothes…it just gets hotter. Clothes start sticking to my skin, I feel fat, I HAVE NO CLOTHES!!!
And even if I did have clothes, NONE of these shoes are going to work. It is raining and all I have are sandles and a pair of Dansko’s. I HAVE NO SHOES!!!
I throw the window open to cool off the bedroom and go turn the fan on in the living room. I get a glass of water and stand in the front of the fan for about 10 minutes.
I finally find something to wear that I don’t hate, am reminded of how fat and sweaty I am when none of my rings fit and out the door I go.
And…..I forgot my lunch.